I have always strived to be strong. I understand that strong is not about the muscles but about your mental capabilities. Being calm when facing crisis, making the logical decision when emotions involved.
I thought for the most of it i was strong, but now i doubting myself. This year i faced many crises in my life. Not only family issues but career and personal finance. I started strong and focused but slowly i lost it. I guess one cannot learn stuff from TV and movies. Only way is to experience things and learn from it. I cannot imagine how things feel, I had to experience it myself.
frustratedsyrian 